nature Archive

  • Guilt Blindness and Befuddled Bodhisattvas

    Guilt Blindness and Befuddled Bodhisattvas

    “Oh, holy smokes!” I interrupted Mary in the middle of our conversation.  After more than a month, we had finally...
  • A Most Bizarre Roller Coaster

    A Most Bizarre Roller Coaster

    When my path became most tumultuous, I had the most comically bizarre dream of my life.
  • Sculpting in the Sand, Loving the Unlasting

    Sculpting in the Sand, Loving the Unlasting

    We sat on the shore of the river looking down at a wide bank covered with slabs of rock.  The...
  • Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Analyzing the data for my dissertation is highlighting for me the limits of intellectual knowing.  Welcome to the Zen of...
  • Jump In

    Jump In

    The water’s fine!  The expanded self, or luminosity–entering it is like learning to dive into a river.  Over time and...
  • Dissolving the Past

    Dissolving the Past

    Your body carries a record of your past experiences, some deep and old and intense, but the past no longer...
  • This Moment is Home

    This Moment is Home

    Look up.  Set aside the empty box and the packing tape.  The sky is a a rich gleaming yellow with...
  • The Perfect Face

    The Perfect Face

    Amid memories of disappointing a former love, a prayer for a more beautiful face is answered in minutes.
  • Five Phases of Transformation

    Five Phases of Transformation

    I am being reassembled.  The process is unmistakeable.  It’s not over yet, but I feel myself entering a final phase,...
  • Drug Your Emotions Away

    Drug Your Emotions Away

    Can we use drugs to numb our emotional pain without losing our souls?
  • The Secret Healers

    The Secret Healers

    The greatest healers in my life do not even know they are healing me, and most of the time, neither...
  • Giving to the Current

    Giving to the Current

    Two hands lift silt from the bottom of the shallow river and rise to the surface.  The sun shines into...