meditation Archive

  • The Capacity to Love

    The Capacity to Love

    During the last few weeks, my life seemed impossible.  I was grumpy and sour.  If life is equal to capacity...
  • The Longing to Embody Divine Love

    The Longing to Embody Divine Love

    Last Saturday, in meditation, I merged with the heavy guilt seizing my body.  Moving through the outer layers, I touched...
  • When Pigs Fly

    When Pigs Fly

    After looking very bleak just a week ago, things are quickly falling into place.  I’ve been through this before numerous...
  • I, No Bot

    I, No Bot

    I have been inadvertently weeding out potential suitors with a sort of Buddhist IQ test.  When I first moved to...
  • Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Analyzing the data for my dissertation is highlighting for me the limits of intellectual knowing.  Welcome to the Zen of...
  • I Hope You Dance

    I Hope You Dance

    I found a book in an old box that made me realize what the last three years of my life...
  • Dissolving the Past

    Dissolving the Past

    Your body carries a record of your past experiences, some deep and old and intense, but the past no longer...
  • This Moment is Home

    This Moment is Home

    Look up.  Set aside the empty box and the packing tape.  The sky is a a rich gleaming yellow with...
  • From Suffering to Energy without Effort

    From Suffering to Energy without Effort

    A table of observations on how specific emotions transform automatically into blissful energy.
  • Delusion and Possibility

    Delusion and Possibility

    The deepest healing occurs when we open to the possibility that our perspective can change.
  • The Ultimate Psychic Boundary

    The Ultimate Psychic Boundary

    The notion of psychic boundaries reminds me of the boy who lived his life in a bubble.  Protection is lovely,...
  • Romantic Love and the Practice of Opening

    Romantic Love and the Practice of Opening

    Moments of unconditional opening that arise in romantic love offer a taste of the tantric approach to all of life.
  • How Matter Reflects Mind

    How Matter Reflects Mind

    Thoughts on how the outer world reflects the inner world and the intricacies of manifestation.
  • Then the Divine Served Me!

    Then the Divine Served Me!

    Ripples from a monumental act of love now fill my world.  In the presence of profound kindness, every molecule of...
  • The Psychiatrist, the Psychologist, and the Buddhist

    The Psychiatrist, the Psychologist, and the Buddhist

    Where does suffering originate, and how does one eliminate it? A psychiatrist is someone who, seeing an unusually sad character...
  • Zen Dancing: Samadhi Through Movement

    Zen Dancing: Samadhi Through Movement

    Learn to move with the feelings in your body, approaching them directly rather than through thought.
  • Stories of Awakening

    Stories of Awakening

    Below are accounts of awakening (e.g., satori, moksha, nirvana, enlightenment) reprinted from various sources, such as Zen Flesh, Zen Bones,...
  • Why Confront Your Demons?

    Why Confront Your Demons?

    An integration of Zen emptiness with New Age form offers one approach to healing our collective samsara.
  • You Are Brand New

    You Are Brand New

    If you are beset by a negative self-image, especially one that is self-fulfilling and reflected back to you by others...
  • The Holy Fallout

    The Holy Fallout

    Finishing Jan’s book.  And waking up more fully, more deeply.  Dawn taking root.  The holy fallout which I read about...
  • Trusting that You Are Loved

    Trusting that You Are Loved

    When peace and tranquility, bliss even, begins to fill most every moment, healing feels complete.  These past few weeks, I’ve...
  • When Things Get Ripped Apart

    When Things Get Ripped Apart

    When there is no way to make things right, love and courage illuminate what never falls apart.
  • Find Love and Give It All Away

    Find Love and Give It All Away

    What happens when we treasure someone too much? A story of discovering the divine by crushing illusions.
  • Love Moves

    Love Moves

    A poem about the effortlessness of divine love followed by an essay on surrender by EnlightenedBeings.com
  • Five Phases of Transformation

    Five Phases of Transformation

    I am being reassembled.  The process is unmistakeable.  It’s not over yet, but I feel myself entering a final phase,...
  • Opening to Apathy

    Opening to Apathy

    One of the most potent forces that can close the heart is another’s apathy.  We invoke apathy in response to...
  • Warmth in the Cold

    Warmth in the Cold

    Who do we turn to in times of need? Reflections on loss return me, somehow, to a state of bliss.
  • When the Unshakable Peace Gets Shaken

    When the Unshakable Peace Gets Shaken

    What happens when the unshakeable peace is suddenly shaken? When we lose the sense that everything is okay?
  • The Fine Line Between Absorbtion and Lucidity

    The Fine Line Between Absorbtion and Lucidity

    The ultimate goal of the spiritual path is to become lucid.  Mindfulness meditation, the favored technique for beginners, is a...
  • Cut Off, Part II

    Cut Off, Part II

    The function of compassion for those who feel cut off is to return them to the whole. This is not...
  • Cut Off: The Role of Compassion in Social Death

    Cut Off: The Role of Compassion in Social Death

    Among the most excruciating suffering one can endure is social death. Where does compassion fit in?
  • Breathing Under Water

    Breathing Under Water

    Reaching out for help can inadvertently foster the collective perception that we are all struggling to save ourselves.
  • Flying By Instruments

    Flying By Instruments

    I woke up one morning feeling as though I’d been impaled on a spike, helpless, vulnerable, and shivering with agony. ...
  • The Retreat of No Retreat

    The Retreat of No Retreat

    My week was full of noise and chatter, from outside, from within.  In such environs, the craving for solace is...
  • What You’ll Find Here

    What You’ll Find Here

    Regular stories and reflections from my journey through this communal reality as I follow the path of the waking heart....
  • About Dzogchen

    About Dzogchen

    Dzogchen Practice in Everyday Life by HH Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche Source: www.nyingma.com The everyday practice of dzogchen is simply to...
  • The Veil of Total Darkness

    The Veil of Total Darkness

    Being in total darkness recently took on new meaning for me.  Rock bottom is not necessarily a bad place to...
  • Egoless Compassion

    Egoless Compassion

    A meditation designed to cultivate compassion that is free from selfish motivations.  Especially useful for having compassion for those who...
  • Meditations

    Meditations

    Following is a list of the specific meditation practices that have worked well for me in the past.  In particular,...
  • True Listening

    True Listening

    A meditation for when you feel lonely or alienated from someone you care about, and you can’t talk to them....