longing Archive

  • Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Analyzing the data for my dissertation is highlighting for me the limits of intellectual knowing.  Welcome to the Zen of...
  • From Suffering to Energy without Effort

    From Suffering to Energy without Effort

    A table of observations on how specific emotions transform automatically into blissful energy.
  • Transmutation on the Precipice of Unknowing

    Transmutation on the Precipice of Unknowing

    Watching unpleasant emotions quickly turn into raw energy, the key seems to be seeing through concepts.
  • Good Morning Moon

    Good Morning Moon

    The magic of this reality, synchronicities and signs and answered prayers, is good medicine for a time, but after awhile,...
  • All Good Things

    All Good Things

    A short story about the perpetuation of friendship in the face of grief and impermanence.
  • Longings to Share the Luminous Sky

    Longings to Share the Luminous Sky

    Yesterday, I was sitting on a bench out on a boardwalk suspended over a cattail marsh.  I felt so absolutely...
  • She Washed His Feet With Her Tears

    She Washed His Feet With Her Tears

    Forgiveness and redemption are healing, but you can still find wholeness even when others cannot offer it.
  • The Power of Later

    The Power of Later

    Enter the real “now” by letting go of your concepts of the present.
  • Keeping Enlightenment at Bay

    Keeping Enlightenment at Bay

    Take a breath.  Feel the air enter your body.  Embrace every sensation, thought, and emotion coursing through you in this...
  • A Boogie with Sole

    A Boogie with Sole

    For nearly a year, twice every month, I attended an event in town known as the Barefoot Boogie.  Set in...
  • Story of the Lost Bubble

    Story of the Lost Bubble

    Once upon a time… I paused.  That was all I had so far.  My son asked for a bedtime story, but...
  • Cut Off, Part II

    Cut Off, Part II

    The function of compassion for those who feel cut off is to return them to the whole. This is not...
  • Cut Off: The Role of Compassion in Social Death

    Cut Off: The Role of Compassion in Social Death

    Among the most excruciating suffering one can endure is social death. Where does compassion fit in?
  • Happy Crazy Eight Day

    Happy Crazy Eight Day

    An adventure in facing worst fears. This particular monster? Psychiatry. I enter with stigma and exit with side effects.
  • Strange Loops

    Strange Loops

    In his book, I Am a Strange Loop, Douglas Hofstadter proposes that the essence or soul of a person can...
  • True Listening

    True Listening

    A meditation for when you feel lonely or alienated from someone you care about, and you can’t talk to them....
  • Feeding the Hungry

    Feeding the Hungry

    Mother Teresa said, “Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty of all.”  When I think...
  • America’s Waning Social Ties

    America’s Waning Social Ties

    Americans report fewer close friends and confidants than they did years ago. For most people, their only close confidant is...