desire Archive

  • Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Data, Data Everywhere and Not a Drop to Think

    Analyzing the data for my dissertation is highlighting for me the limits of intellectual knowing.  Welcome to the Zen of...
  • Love Like You Cannot Imagine

    Love Like You Cannot Imagine

    In Tibet, they believe that it is possible to foresee, at the beginning of a relationship, how it will...
  • A Taste of Love to Order the Feast

    A Taste of Love to Order the Feast

    You cannot ask the universe for something if you cannot conceive of it.  In November of last year,...
  • From Suffering to Energy without Effort

    From Suffering to Energy without Effort

    A table of observations on how specific emotions transform automatically into blissful energy.
  • Transmutation on the Precipice of Unknowing

    Transmutation on the Precipice of Unknowing

    Watching unpleasant emotions quickly turn into raw energy, the key seems to be seeing through concepts.
  • Awake and Alive

    Awake and Alive

    Moments of luminous awareness, or awakening, are often described as an opening beyond oneself that encompasses everything just as it...
  • A Snoot Pointing to the Moon

    A Snoot Pointing to the Moon

    Pointing to the moon is tricky when its light is found within, but don’t let that stop you.
  • Bliss of the Unresolved

    Bliss of the Unresolved

    An otherwordly contentment filled my day today.  Something that should have caused me sadness brought me peace and tenderness instead. ...
  • The Perfect Face

    The Perfect Face

    Amid memories of disappointing a former love, a prayer for a more beautiful face is answered in minutes.
  • Tracing a Path from Buried Pain to Love

    Tracing a Path from Buried Pain to Love

    If you ask for healing, watch your thoughts. Sometimes the divine speaks with our own inner voice.
  • Spiritual Fluidity: Who Are You When You Wake Up?

    Spiritual Fluidity: Who Are You When You Wake Up?

    In the course of mediation, when periods of awakening arise, is that something you can make your new identity?
  • She Washed His Feet With Her Tears

    She Washed His Feet With Her Tears

    Forgiveness and redemption are healing, but you can still find wholeness even when others cannot offer it.
  • How Matter Reflects Mind

    How Matter Reflects Mind

    Thoughts on how the outer world reflects the inner world and the intricacies of manifestation.
  • The Perfection of Being Human

    The Perfection of Being Human

    On the paradox of finding wholeness and redemption in the fact that we make mistakes.
  • Blissful Just As Things Are

    Blissful Just As Things Are

    Today, I stopped praying for things to get easier.  It just occurred to me that it wasn’t necessary.  For many...
  • You Are Brand New

    You Are Brand New

    If you are beset by a negative self-image, especially one that is self-fulfilling and reflected back to you by others...
  • Now What?

    Now What?

    What would you do if your lifelong search for wholeness finally reached the finish line?  If the problems you devoted...
  • Still Luminous

    Still Luminous

    Last night, I was awake all night, while sleeping, enjoying another one of those full nights resting in clear, lucid,...
  • Love Moves

    Love Moves

    A poem about the effortlessness of divine love followed by an essay on surrender by EnlightenedBeings.com
  • A Boogie with Sole

    A Boogie with Sole

    For nearly a year, twice every month, I attended an event in town known as the Barefoot Boogie.  Set in...
  • Opening to Apathy

    Opening to Apathy

    One of the most potent forces that can close the heart is another’s apathy.  We invoke apathy in response to...
  • Cut Off, Part II

    Cut Off, Part II

    The function of compassion for those who feel cut off is to return them to the whole. This is not...
  • Cut Off: The Role of Compassion in Social Death

    Cut Off: The Role of Compassion in Social Death

    Among the most excruciating suffering one can endure is social death. Where does compassion fit in?
  • Whose Heart Awakens?

    Whose Heart Awakens?

    In total love, there are no thoughts of self.  Hence, one does not think, “My heart is awake.”   Rather, we...
  • The Path

    The Path

    The Path of the Waking Heart When one opens unconditionally to love, pain, and desire, an aching heart becomes a waking...
  • True Listening

    True Listening

    A meditation for when you feel lonely or alienated from someone you care about, and you can’t talk to them....
  • A Path to Inner Silence

    A Path to Inner Silence

    How to reach the non-conceptual state described in Dzogchen Buddhism by understanding how concepts are confused with perception and using...
  • Black Love Hearts

    Black Love Hearts

    How anger can coexist with love
  • Receiving Love

    Receiving Love

    Recently, I was leaving a parking lot and pulled out onto the sidewalk that crossed over the exit.  I thought...
  • Loving and Wanting to Be Loved

    Loving and Wanting to Be Loved

    The struggle between loving and wanting to be loved is delicate and sometimes confusing but ultimately rife with beautiful life...
  • Serious Angel

    Serious Angel

    During my recent silent meditation retreat, one evening while sitting in the dining hall, it occurred to me that, although...
  • Dancing with Love

    Dancing with Love

    I recently went to a Tai Chi center where a group of about fifteen or more people gather every so...
  • Karma Snake

    Karma Snake

    A seemingly benevolent act, driven by good intentions and the desire to bring happiness to others, can nevertheless cause someone...